Interesting emontions and contagious moods...

...are what surround me right now. I don't understand why I let one teeny tiny little thing bring me down... something as small as the way someone looks at me. Ugh. I don't know, on one hand I am extremely excited because some great things that have been happening in my life!! And then on the other hand..I'm blah. Just random moods here and there. One minute up and the next down. Not to extremes of course, I hardly ever let them show. They are undetectable unless allow them to be seen. So I'm not bipolar or anything. Haha I can usually work through whatever it is that is bothering me in a short time..so it's hardly ever a big deal. But sometimes certain things just really get to me..and stick with me a little longer than usual. I also hate how someones crappy mood can change my mood. Not everyone's can do this..only some. But then again..I'm okay with people's good moods making me feel better. ...Okay. I'm done talking about this. Moving on....

I'm driving the kids to Indy this Friday and after that I'm staying the night at Michelles!! Yay!! :D I miss her oh so very much. It will be very nice to see her!! I can't wait!!

Today was Karina's 12th birthday! I think she had a good time:) ...Cooper's 16th birthday is tomorrow..so I'll be eating lots of birthday cake for the next few days haha. OhmYgOodnEsS!

I had to do stupid strollers yesterday. ALL day long. I loooove my job. But HATE strollers. People were so grumpy and mean to me, I mean they were just completely rude. gaah. But then H and I chilled till like 1am last night..so that was good! :] ...And poor H had to be strollers today :'( I know how it feels..so she has my sympathy! Weeell. I'm gonna go. I have about 27 mix CD's that I've had since I was like 12 so I'm gonna listen to all of them and write down what is on each of them. Hahah fuuuun night. Okaybye.

CarsLongTalksInParkingLots&Besties

Oh my goodness. I just have SO much to talk about. I don't know where to begin?! Okay, let's just start with the good.... Well..I'M FINALLY GETTING A CAR!!!!!! Ah. Yes! I can not wait!! It's a very long story..but in a nutshell..I would not be able to do this if it weren't for some very amazing people in my life. I'm so incredibly grateful..words can not even express! I'm going car hunting tomorrow! I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep tonight...I'm just THAT excited. Like you don't even understand. I will most def be posting pics of my car when I get in. And I will have to come up with a name(that's a given). Tomorrow is basically going to be an awesome day! Car hunting..then hanging out with my bestie's (Iheartthem)

Today was a pretty much amazing day!
While I was at work today, I met a new co-worker.
Her name is Carly!
We were both doing cash and we totally got along right away!
And let me tell you.
We have SO much in common!!
It's just freaky.
Needless to say...we exchanged numbers.
Haha!
She's pretty cool!

And yesterday I got to spend most of the day with Alex! Which was nice because I haven't seen him in forever and I missed him much!! So all in all this week so far has been pretty amazing!! And this weekend is looking like its gonna be just as great! :]

Now. On to the not so good.
Well..there isn't really anything that has happened.
It's just..ugh.
You know those little tiny things that people say or do that just bug the crap out of you?
Well that's basically how I'm feeling.
I can't really tell you why I'm feeling this way..
well mostly because you'll think I'm crazy and childish.
But also because I don't really know how to put it into words.
I just hate these stupid little things that shouldn't bother me but for some reason..really do.
Goodness.
I'm being dumb.
Oh well..I'm still in a great mood because of my fantastic week! :]

Just a quick blog.

So...I'm just trying to pass the time because I don't have to leave for work

for another 15min.

Which I'm okay with, because I'd rather be early than late!

Hmmm....

So last night was fun!

Got to hang out with two of my best friends.

We watched a stupid scary movie.

YET AGAIN.

Haha! But I love it!

I work until close tonight...so it's going to be a long day!

But at least I get to do something other than monkeys for a change.

I've become very addicted to postsecret!

I'm totally buying all three of the books sooooooon.

I cry almost every time I read them.

I want to send one in and see if I ever see it again.

It kinds looks fun.

Haha.

OKAY.

Well...Imma go and get some water..then drive reeeally slow to work.

:]

BYE.

"Wherever you are, whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life."

I have a new favorite song. It's called "Haven't met you yet" by Michael Buble.
The thing I love about this song is that it's pretty much exactly how
I've been feeling lately.
In a nutshell.
The line above is my favorite in the whole song
Because it is something that I am always
telling myself.
Because I know...that there IS someone out there for me.
It's only a matter of time.
:]

((Now on to other matters))

I'm not quite sure why I put the this^^picture on here.
It's just a cool picture to me, I guess.
Anywho.
So I think I've figured it out!
The reason I've been so unmotivated to do anything that has to do with art
is because I'm really not very excited about where I am going with it?
If that makes sense?

My plan was/is to go to ipfw and get a fine arts degree.

That's all good and fine and whatever...
But I guess most of me is just not suuuper excited.
I don't know why I'm not.

I guess I just want to know what else is out there.
Which brings me to my point (kind of?)
I've been looking into this Art institute in Chicago.
It looks absolutley amazing!!
I would LOVE to go there.
But I'm JUST looking into it..
It's not a for sure thing by any means.
And if it doesn't end up working out...
I'll be completely happy going to ipfw.
There is nothing wrong with that school.

In fact I really like the art program!
And if I do end up going there,
it will for sure grow on me.

But I have a strong feeling...deep down
That I am meant to go somewhere else.
I don't know where.
But somewhere.
Maybe not right when I graduate..
Maybe a few years later..
But either way,
I'm going somewhere.