*nothing but smiles*

Ah YAY!!! I got a job!! FINALLY! Woo. :D I will be working at the zoo gift shop! Yeah..it's only until Oct. Buuut this means I can save up all summer for a car! Suhweet. So that's one thing to make me smile. I also have pretty much decided that I am going to go to IPFW (at least for two years). So now I have a goal there. Another thing that has been on my mind a lot lately is working out..and I've decided that I am going to work my freaking (huge) butt off over the month of April to get into shape.. I'm also going to TRY and only have one pop a week. (( I am not giving up candy though...haha...just going to try and eat less of it..at least until I feel that I have reached my goal)) So good luck to me. We'll see how that goes! But I am determined and I feel good about ALL of these decisions :]

I also need work hardcore on my reading list this summer and study A LOT for the SAT's/ACT's. Those are my two biggest goals for school this summer and I AM going to accomplish them. Just you wait and see! Another big goal of mine is to work on my portfolio...still working on the confidence for that one...but I am SO CLOSE to being there!! Almost.

But at this very moment I am sick :( and I've been in bed all day.. so hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow so I can go to art and my brother's baseball game. ..I'm not feeling the greatest so I think I'm gonna try and sleep some more. Blog later..

Love,

Kirstin

Pro. Con. List.

IPFW? or BALL STATE? Which one, which one. Uuuugh. Right now I'm leaning more towards IPFW because I can go there for 2 years..then transfer over to st. Francis!(If I so choose) But we'll see.
I still have soo much to do...
ACTs & SATs, get my book list up, take proctor exam again, sign up for classes at ivy that will go towards my degree in art. Graduate high school. Get my portfolio together. Fill out SO many forms for scholarships. a;lsdksadlkjfjr;lajdfafjalskdjf. Then little things like...where would I live? At home. In a dorm. An apartment with a roommate? It really depends on the school I guess. I need to work this out like SOON because I hate feeling like this, like I don't know what is going to happen (at least when it come to this subject). I need to get this under control. But I know that where ever I end up going that will be my choice and it really does help me through the week until we don't have it for a few weeks and I am bible-study-lesmost likely the best thing for me. I just need to pray about it and go where ever God leads me.

In other news..I had a super fun time last night with my friends! I got to see a friend that I don't get to see very often, so that was nice! Then I had a girls night with my good friend Lindsay! Woo. That was much needed! :) ..I have my second job interview for the zoo tomorrow morning (eeek) I'm so nervous. I'll let you know how it goes. Then hanging out with friends again! Yay. ...And I hope we have bible study Sunday night.. I really need that.... Hmm..what else is going on...Eh. Nothing to major at the moment. But since this is MY life..that means that won't last very long. Ha.

Love ya!
Kirstin

Fun+Tired!

I had quite the weekend!! It was actually a very fuuun weekend at that! I'm sooo tired though. I went and had a girls day with Karina..we went to the mall and then bought candy..came home and watched movies all night! So that was fun. Then I went clothes shopping! YAY! I love new clothes..I'm so excited because I got two vuury cute dresses :)
Then I got to go with Bekka to see Joseph at the Civic then to DQ! So that was fun..then I helped my mom shop for clothes and a new purse. And today was church..had somethings to do around town..then went to pulse! So I'm extremely tired now. I can't wait for art tomorrow though, because I get to paint Bekka's last painting!! =]
Busy week ahead of me..but hopefully it will be a good week. And hopefully I get to hang out with some friends who I don't see as much as I would like too! 'Oookay..well I am SO tired and I must start getting ready for bed..so I shall blog sometime this week :]
Buh-bye!

THE LIST.

Here is the list. This list consists of a few things on my mind...

1. I really need to start working out. I want to lose some weight and feel more comfortable in my own skin...but I am soooo unmotivated because I HATE exercise, to the max. I think I need a workout buddy? I don't know..

2. Facebook is really annoying. It gets more and more annoying every day. There are just some people on fb whose status's drive me insane(so I hide them) but a few here and there tend to work their annoying way into my news feed. Goodness..I need to take a facebook break.

3. I've been in contact with my Dad lately! He's been trying really hard to help me out with something and even if things don't work out..I really do appreciate all that he has been doing! :)
(fingers crossed that things do work out though)

4. Its been hitting me more and more lately how much this summer is going to mean to me. Its the summer before my best friends leave for Cali. I am SO excited for them though! And I hope they have an amazing time and love it so much...but I know its going to be hard for me when they are gone..so I need to take advantage of this summer as much as possible. But I will have my few other best friends here who will be in the same boat as me...so I won't be alone! ...I.LOVE.MY.BESTIES. :]

5. COLLEGE. Goodness...this is so annoying. I know that money is going to be a huge issue when it comes to going to the school I really want to..and I've been stressin that for a few days now. I need to get my art portfolio started (and I think the reason I've been so hesitant to start is because I'm not very confident in my stuff yet, but I'm getting there) So I have that on my mind..then there is the whole money thing.UGH. I just need to breath and take it one day at a time.

6. JOB. I went to a job fair thing at the zoo a few days ago and I got asked to come back for a second interview(WAHOOO) Trying not to get my hopes up to much, but I reeeeallly need this to work out! Fingers crossed!

7. Should I clean my room tonight? Or tomorrow?

8. I wish I had some fingernail polish remover.

9. The Duggar's are bizarre to me.

10. I wonder if anyone really reads my blog?? Hahaha..probably not. ;]

...PSYCH.....

I love Psych. Its just sooo funny! But I usually watch it with Cooper, who is away at a sports endeavor. I kinda miss him! =\ ANYwhay.. I think you should go check out the H&K photo shoot pictures on facebook. :) They are awesome. I love taking pictures... OH! I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow (FINALLY) I can't wait. It is in serious need of a trimming because its SO unmanageably long. I hear the sweet sound of birds tweeting outside my window! I looove it. Okaay..well..that's all I feel like typing right now..I might add more later tonight, or I might not. We shall see. ;)

Photoshoot, Rain, Books =Love!

Here I sit. At the library. Alone. SO AWKWARD.

And as Heather would say..I'm a Larry. Ha.

Sooo today was amazing!! Got to take pictures with H! Super fun!! :D

(love her)

And another big plus is that the weather has been completely amazing!!

And now, at the perfect moment, it is storming! :]

(love it)

It's the perfect moment becauseon reading later and I love to read when its raining.

I'm checking out two books.....

Impulse by Ellen Hopkins and Things change by Patrick Jones.

Two books I have read and two books that I love!

[[people in this library are LOUD. Shut up, loud people!!]]

Goodness.

((this girl is SO loud and SO annoying. She is getting a look as I walk out. Haha))

So, I'm still waiting on a very important e-mail.

It still hasn't come yet. Uuugh...

Okay well I must leave this room because I can't be around these people anymore.

I'll talk to you later, world!

Love you.

Bye.

((I've come to the conclusion that I love Ludacris))
((thought I'd let everyone know!!))
...Anywho, the weather today was AMAZING! It made me so happy just to be able to open my window and clean my room, oh! The sweet smell of NO SNOW! Love it! :) And now I am just sitting on my bed, watching Roswell and blogging! Today was a good day. But I am tired for some reason.. Its probably because of my strange dream last night? I hate that I can remember every detail of every dream I have. And most of them are so weird and make me lose sleep. UGH. Oh well, I'll just take more naps. Ha. Ah! I'm so excited! I finally thought of the perfect paintings to do for Bekka's apartment!:D Yay! I hope they turn out just how I am picturing them.( I love Mr. Heckles!! ) as;dklfjasd;lfkjsadfj;askdf.
Well, that's my life!....okay..bye! :)

Sorry you, sorry me, sorry every in between

First off...Marianas Trench is amazing. Anyone who has not heard of them NEEDS to go and listen to their music, NOW.! :) I'm in love with them. Speaking of love..I forgot how much I LOVE Roswell. I am re-watching the series for the 2nd time...I think I just need to buy it so I don't have to keep borrowing Alexander's.

On that note...
Today was surprisingly good! yeah...A bit awkward. But I've decided that I am not going to let this make me all depressed, I am going to be my usual happy, laughing, funny self! :) Yes I will have my days..I know that for sure..but for the most part (when it comes to this particular situation) I am going to just let it roll off my shoulders(which I do for most everything..unless its something big!) I won't be dealing with it for much longer and I am a strong person..so I know I can deal with it until I no longer have to.
(subject change) I am feeling very inspired when it comes to some paintings..I hope I at least try and don't chicken out. Fingers crossed. I love my ideas, its just that sometimes I have trouble executing them. But I musint give up!! .............................I just put the cutest polka dot sheets on my bed! They go greeeat with my completely nasty, jank, puke-like pink carpet. Hahah.......Goodnight! I shall be blogging again soon! :]