What's on your mind?....

......Oh that question seems to always be staring me right in the face. Every time I turn on my computer, click on my little Mozilla icon and log into facebook it just seems to hit me like a ton of bricks. It is such a simple question, or at least it should be. But why is it that I have the hardest time answering it? Is it possibly because I have a hard time letting people deep into my every thought? Yes, I know you don't have to give a deep answer to this question every day, but why answer it if you aren't going to answer honestly. And more often than not I have a deep answer at heart, just waiting to get out. Again, it doesn't always have to be deep...but isn't that kind of the point? I mean, that is why people get things like facebook, myspace, twitter etc. They get them to share their thoughts, feelings, problems and joys. For most people it is much easier to post a status or blog about your inner most thoughts instead of telling it to someone's face. But I actually find it to be opposite in my case. I would rather talk to someone face to face. I, on the other hand, become more open when I can look into someone's eyes. I can tell how much or how little I want to share and what I want to share with that person. But when you post things online you are just throwing it out there, for anyone and everyone to read. Not knowing who is reading and what they are thinking, scares me. Not being able to read their eyes and body language seems a little odd to me. I've always wanted to keep a journal of some sort..but I've never really been good at it. So why should blogging be any different? I don't know. But I really appreciate it when people share their feelings and tell what they are thinking so openly. So I am trying to do the same. I hope I get better at it, because it really does make me feel better. To just babble on about nothing and not worry about anyone getting annoyed or bored, because if they are, all they have to do is not read. Haha.
So what am I getting at with all this blabbing about status's and such? Honestly, I'm not quite sure. I think maybe in some kind of hidden way I was trying to let out my thought of the day(total fail, btw). Hmmm... okay well it's time for me to get my laundry out of the dryer. Put them away and hopefully get some sleep(not likely but it's whatever) Goodnight, dear friends. :]